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tXm¸n `mkn-bpsS sI.-]n.G.-kn.¡v _Z-embn Imfn-Zmk Iem-tI{µw F¶ \mSI {Kq¸n\v H.- am-[-h³ cq]w \ÂIn-b-t¸mÄ Cu {Kq¸v

C{X-am{Xw ]SÀ¶p Ib-dp-sa¶v Bcpw hnNm-cn-¨-XÃ. F¶m tI{µ-¯nsâ Bcw-`-Im-e¯v ImWn-Isf BIÀjn-¡m\pw ]nSn-s¨-Sp-¡m\pw H. am[-h³ hfsc t¢Èn-t¡­n h¶p F¶-XmWv kXyw. \mSIw ImWm³ Ib-dtWm tht­-tbm-sb¶v Btem-Nn¨v amdn \n¡p¶ ImWn-Isf BIÀjn-¡m-\mbn am[-h³ {]tbm-Kn¨ AShv ^e-h-¯mbn þ\m-SIs¡m«-I-bn ]IpXn koäp-Ifpw HgnªpInS-¡p¶ thf-bn-emWv Hcp ImÀ P\-§Ä¡n-S-bn-eqsS ]mªp-I-bdn hcp-¶-Xv. Imdnsâ tUmÀ Xpd-¡p-¶p. aq¶v kpµ-ca-amÀ ]pd-¯n-d-§p-¶p. P\w kpµ-cn-amsc Xpdn¨p t\m¡n sR«p-¶pþ Ip«-\m-S³ Xmdm-hns\t¸mse IpWp-§n IpWp§n tÉmtam-j-\n Xotb-ä-dn-\p-Ån-te¡v ]n¶n-eqsS Ib-dp-¶p. Imfn-Zmk Iem-tI-{µ-¯nse A¶s¯ \Sn-am-cmb Ihn-bqÀ s]m¶-½, eoem-a-Wn, (]d-hqÀ tZh-cm-P³ amÌ-dpsS ]Xv\n) hnP-b-Ip-amcn (H.-am-[-hsâ `mcy) F¶n-hÀ

{Ko³ dqan-te¡v Ib-dp-¶-tXmsS ho«n-te¡v aS-§m-\mbn ]pd¯v IqSn \n¡p¶ P\w Sn¡-sä-Sp¯v -Xo-tb-ä-dn-te¡v ]mªp Ib-dp-¶p. Cu aq¶p Xmdm-hp-I-sfbpw \mSIw Ac-t§-dp¶ FÃm Øe¯pw P\s¯ Cf-¡m³ ]c-ky-ambn Imdn sIm­n-d-¡m³ H.-am-[-h³ a\Êp ImWn¨p F¶-Xm-Wv kXyw.

Imfn-Zmk Iem-tI-{µ-¯nsâ {]ikvX \mS-I-amb “Aįmc” XpS§n ]e \mS-I-§-fnepw kmln-Xy-Im-c³ IqSn-bmb tPkn- Ip-än-¡mSv \mbI thj-¯n A`n-\-¨n-cp-¶p. Ihn-bqÀ \n¶v Ip«-\mSv hgn tÌPnse¯nb Xmdm-hn-t\m-Sm-bn-cp¶p tPkn¡v CW-¡w. F¶m At±-l-¯nsâ ]Xv\n t__n¡v Xmdm-hv, Xmdmhv ap« Fs¶Ãmw tIÄ¡p¶Xv AeÀPn-bmWv. F¶m B ]gb sImÃwHmÀ½IÄ \ne-\n-dp-¯m-\m-tWm-sb-¶-dn-bn-Ã, Ne¨n{X cwK¯v F¯nb kwhn-[m-b-I³ tPkn, Xmdmhv F¶ \Ã-sbmcp kn\n-a¡v cq]w \ÂIn. AXnse \mb-I-\mbn A`n-\-bn-¨Xv Xmdm-hnsâ aq¡v t]mse \o­ aq¡pÅ {]ikvX \S³ a[p Bbn-cp¶p þ Xmdm-hnsâ aq¡pw Xmdm-hnsâ i_vZ-hp-apÅ amf Ac-hn-µ³ kl-\-S-\mbn A`n-\-bn¨v {]i-kvX-\p-am-bn.

tPkn \ncym-X-\m-bn«v Ct¸mÄ H³]Xp hÀjw Ign-ªn-cn-¡p-¶p. ac-W-tijw Ignª Ggv hÀj-§-fmbn. tPkn-bpsS t]cn Iem-cw-K¯v {]hÀ¯n¨ {]ap-JÀ¡v AhmÀUp-IÄ hnX-cWw sN¿p-¶p. ]gb Ne-¨n{X \nÀ½m-Xmhpw tPkn-bpsS _Ôphpw IqSn-bmb sP.-sP. BWv CXnsâ \S-¯n-¸p-Im-c³þ Nn§w H¶mWv kwhn-[m-b-I³ sP.knbpsS P·-Zn-\w. FÃm hÀjhpw Cu P·Zn\-¯n-emWv sP.kn Zn\w BN-cn¨v CW-¡hpw CuW-hp-ap-ff NS-§n AhmÀUp-IÄ hnX-cWw sN¿p-¶-Xv. \nÀ`m-Ky-h-im AXv sXän. Nn§w H¶n\v sImSp-¡m-\m-bn-Ã. ]Icw I¶n-am-k-¯nse 11 BWv (\-£{Xwþ`c-Wn) Xnc-sª-Sp-¯n-cn-¡p-¶Xv F¶Xv IuXp-I-I-c-am-Wv.

hc-bv¡m³ Ffp-¸-apÅ ]£n GXmWv? Xmdmhv F¶ Imcy-¯n XÀ¡-an-Ã. sIm¨p Ip«n-IÄ¡p t]mepw hc-bv¡m³ Ffp-¸-apÅ ]£n. tImgnsb \ap¡v CjvS-am-sW-¦n t]mepw AXns\ hc-s¨m-¸n-¡m³ Cukn AÃ. C´y-bnse {]ikvX ImÀ«q-WnÌv BÀ. sI. e£va¬ At±lw tPmen sNbvXn-cp¶ apwss_-bnse ssSwkv Hm^v C´y ]{Xw Hm^oÊnsâ sSd-Ên-te¡v D¨-k-a-b¯v ]Sn-IÄ NmSn-¡-bdn t]mhpI ]Xn-hm-bn-cp¶p (C-t¸mÄ At±lw tcmK-i-¿-bn-em-Wv.) apI-fn-te¡v Ib-dp-t¼mÄ At±-l-¯nsâ ssIbn IS-emkpw t]\bpw D­m-bn-cn-¡pw. sSd-Ên Nne-h-gn-¡p¶ kabw apgp-h³ AhnsS ]d-s¶-¯p-Ibpw ]d¶Iep-Ibpw sN¿p¶ Im¡sf apgp-h³ kvs¡¨v sN¿m-\mWv BÀ.-sI. e£va¬ {ian-¡p-¶-Xv. e£vasâ Icnt¡--¨dpIÄ Gsd {]kn-²-hp-am-Wv.

Im¡sf Npäp-]mSpw ImWm-dp-s­-¦nepw Ip«n-¡mew apX Xmdm-hp-I-sf-bmWv F\n¡v {]nbw-. hc-bv¡m³ Ffp-¸w. tImgn-I-sf-t¸mse HmSna-d-b-¯n-Ã. Xmdmhv ssI¸n-Sn-bn-sem-Xp-§pw. Igp-¯n\v ]nSn¨v Xq¡n-sb-Sp-¡mw. Imepw, Nnd-Ip-an«v ASn¨v sh{]mfw ImWn-¡n-Ã. Ip«n-¡m-e¯v Fd-Wm-Ip-f¯p \n¶v amth-en-¡-c-bn-se-¯p-t¼m-gmWv Xmdm-hp-ambn CW-¡-¯n-em-Ip-¶-Xv. sImbv¯p Imew BIp-t¼mÄ Xmdmhv Iq«-§-fp-ambn DS-a-ØÀ F¯pw. hoSn\v Npäp-apÅ ]d-¼n hmSI \nÝ-bn¨v IpSpIÄ hf¨v sI«pw. ]I sImbv¯v Ime-amb ]mS-§-fn-eqsS k©-cn¨v Xmdm-hp-IÄ kÔy-tbmsS Cu IqSp-I-fn F¯p-¶p.

Xmdm-hp-Ifpw Xmdmhp DS-a-Øcpw F¯p-¶-Xn\v ap¼mWv R§Ä Ip«n-I-fpsS tPmen. IqSn\v AcnIv tNÀ¶v Ipgn-IÄ Ipgn-¡pw. kqcy³ AkvX-an-¡p-¶p. Xmdm-hp-IÄ Iq«nepw R§Ä ho«nepw Dd-§pw. kqcy³ DZn-¡p-¶-Xn\p ap¼p Xs¶ Xmdm-hp-ImÀ Xmdm-hp-Iq-«-hp-ambn Øew hnSpw,. AXn\p ap¼mbn Iq«nse Xmdmhp ap«-sbÃmw AhÀ s]dp-¡n-sb-Sp-¡pw. apgp¯ ap«-IÄ Ct¸m-sgs¯ s\Ãn¡ sskkn-epÅ ap«-I-fà þ Ac-s§m-gnªv t\cw ]peÀ¶m-ep-S³ R§Ä, Ip«n-IÄ ]pd-t¯¡v NmSpw. Ip«nse Ipgn-bmWv R§-fpsS e£yw. ssIbn«pw t\m¡pw. Hmtcm Ipgn-bnepw A©pw Bdpw ap«-IÄ hoXw D­m-Ipw. ap« ho«n sImSp-¡p-t¼mÄ A½bpw aäpw hg¡p ]d-bpw. F¦nepw R§-tfm-SpÅ hmÕeyw ImcWw Ah ]pgp-§nbpw Hmwsseäv D­m-¡nbpw R§Ä¡pw Xcpw. CXv amth-en-¡-c-bnse `-c-Wn-¡mhv {]tZ-is¯ ]d-¼p-I-fn am{X-aà \S-¡p-¶-Xv. Xmdmhv¡q«w F¯p¶ tIc-f-¯nse FÃm ]d-¼p-I-fnepw Cu ap« A«n-adn \S¶p h¶n-cp-¶p. F¶m Ct¸mÄ s\¸m-S-§Ä \nc-¯m³ XpS-§nbtXmsS, \à Xmdm-hp-I-fpsS hchv \ne-¨-tXmsS Xmdm-hp-I-fpsS DS-a-Ø\v Ip«n-IÄ Iq«n HXp-¡p¶ Ip­p-Ip-gn-I-sf-¸än Ct¸mÄ Adn-hp-Å-Xp-sIm­v ap«-¡-¨-hSw CSn-ªp. Be-¸p-g-þ-N-§-\m-tÈcn dq«n Xmdm-hn-sâbpw Xmdmhv ap«-I-fp-sSbpw Hgp-¡mWv Ccp-h-ihpw t_mÀUp-Ifpw ImWmw. ap«¡pw Xmdm-hn\pw AhnsS Hmtcm Znhkw Ign-bp-t´mdpw hne-Iq-Sn-s¡m-­n-cn-¡pw. s\SpapSn-]mew Ign-ªm c­m-as¯ Xmdmhv IS-bm-Wv. kt´m-jnsâ-Xv. ap³Iq«n hnfn¨p ]d-ªm Xmdm-hns\ Hcp¡n hbv¡pw. ap«bpw FSp¯p hbv¡pw. ]t£, kt´mjv \½-tfmSv ]cmXn ]d-ªp XpS-§n-bn-cn-¡p-¶p. Cu Xmdm-shÃmw B{Ô-bn \n¶v hcp-¶-Xm-sW¶v At±lw Xpd¶p ]d-bp-t¼mÄ B{Ô-{]-tZ-ivIm-c-\mb ap³ {][m\ a{´n \c-knwldmhp-hn-s\-bmWv \ap¡v HmÀ½ hcn-I. Xmdm-hn-s\-t¸mse aq¡v \o­v, Np­pIÄ \o­p XpS§ob dmhp! Ct¸m-gs¯ Xmdmhns\ Idn h¨p Iq«n-bm hgp-X-\§ ]pgp§n Xn¶p¶ cpNn-bpw.

s]m³ap«-bn-Sp¶ Xmdm-hns\¸än kn\n-a-sb-Sp-¡m³ apt¼m«v h¶Xv kwhn-[m-b-I³ kXy³ A´n-¡m-Sm-bn-cp-¶p. s]m³ap«-bn-Sp¶ X«m³ F¶p-ÅXv Xmdmhv F¶v Ah-km\w t]cv amän c£-s]-Sp-Ibpw sNbvXp. {]ikvX kwhn-[m-b-I³ sF.hn. iinsb s]s«¶v HmÀ¯p t]mhp-I-bm-Wv. hÀj-§Ä¡v ap¼v \nÀ½m-Xmhmb Cucm-fnbpw Rm\pw IqSn sF.-hn. iin-bpsS sNss¶-bnse ho«n F¯n. koa jq«nw-Kn-\mbn ]pd¯v t]mbn-cn-¡-bm-Wv. I«v-þ-I«v F¶ hnt\mZ kn\na {]kn-²o-I-c-W-¯n-\mbn Fs´-¦n-ep-sams¡ \pWIÄ e`n-¡p-a-tÃm-sb¶v Icp-Xn-bm-Wv. R§Ä AhnsS F¯p-¶-Xv. A-ev]-t\cw kw`m-jWw. “C\n \ap-s¡mcp Cw¥ojv kn\n-a-bpsS Hcp `mKw ImW-cptXm?” iin tNmZn-¨p. R§Ä k½-Xn-¨p. Cw¥ojv kn\n-a-bm-Wv. ]Sw XpS-§n. Hcp \m«n³ ]pdw. s\¸m-S-§Ä, s\¸m-S-¯n-t\mSv tNÀ¶v sNdn-sbmcp sI«n-Shpw ]d¼pw. AhnsS Xmdm-hns\ hfÀ¯p¶ IqSv. cm{Xn ka-bw. Xmdm-hnsâ i_vZw Iq«n \n¶v tIÄ¡mw. ]pd¯v hn{i-an-¡p¶ Xmdm-hp-Im-cs\ ImWm\mbn ho«nse s]¬Ip«n cm{Xn-bn ]pd-t¯¡v Cd§n hcp-¶p. AS-¡n-¸n-Sn¨ kw`m-j-W-§Ä-þ-B-enw-K\w þcm-{Xn-bm-sW-¦nepw adhv t]msc¶v tXm¶n. bphmhpw bph-Xnbpw Xmdm-hn³ Iq«n Xmdm-hp-IÄ¡n-S-bn Ib-dn-¡n-S-¡p-¶p. Xmdm-hp-I-fpsS i_vZw. Ccphcpw \á-cm-Ip¶ cwKw. ASp-¯Xv Iyma-d-bpsS amPn-Iv. Xmdmhv Iq«nsâ Agn-I-fpsS \ng-ep-IÄ hc hc t]mse \á-bmb bph-Xn-bpsS tZK¯v ASn-apSn hogp-¶p. ]nSnbpw henbpw \ng-ep-IÄ¡pw ]nSn-h-en-bpsS cq]w. Gsd at\m-l-c-amb Hcp ko³.

s]s«¶v sSen-hn-j³ sF.-hn. iin Hm^m¡n. Cucmfn tNmZn-¨p. “F´m-imt\ Hm^m¡n-bXv? ]pÅn-¡m-cn-sb-§m\w ht¶m?”

iin: koa sshInt« hcq. Ct¸mÄ \n§Ä I­ Xmdm-hn³ Iq«nse cwK-antÃ. AXv asä-hn-sS-sb-¦nepw ap¼ I­ HmÀ½ tXm¶p-t­m?

R§Ä c­p-t]cpw Btem-Nn-¨p. BZyw ]nSn In«n-bn-Ã. At¿. CXv CubnsS-bn-d-§nb ae-bmf kn\n-a-bn D­v.

icn-bm-Wv. B ka-b¯v ae-bm-f-¯n Cd-§nb Hcp Ne-¨n-{X-¯n CtX ko\p-­v. Xmdm-hns\t¸mse IpWp§n \S-¡p¶ Pb-`m-c-Xnbpw Xmdmhp Np­pÅ tkma\pw tNÀ¶pÅ cwKw. ]ß-cm-P³ Xnc-¡-Y-sb-gp-Xnb ‘CXm ChnsS hsc’ F¶v sF.-hn.-iin Nn{Xw. B ko³ Xms\mcp Cw¥ojv kn\n-a-bn \n¶v tamjvSn¨XmsW¶v ]d-bm\pw ImWn-¨p-X-cm\pw X¿m-dmb iin-bpsS ap¼n Xe- Ip-\n-¡-s«.

Ip«n-I-fpsS Nn{X-amb tIip, Xsâ kn\n-a-bn \n¶v inh³ tamjvSn-¨-Xm-sW¶v Pqdn AwKw lcn-Ip-amÀ ]d-ª-t¸mÄ Cu Xmdmhv IY HmÀ¯p t]msb¶v am{Xw. inhsâ hoSv lcn-¸mSv BWv. Xmdm-hp-I-fpsS \mSv.